I won't give up

"God, I didn't deserve my loving, forgiving, supportive, beautiful husband, but I can promise you- I will appreciate and love him like no other. God, thank you!!!" MB

Christopher Blake Robertson thank you for not giving up on me, like you promised me that day.

JASON MRAZ LYRICS

"I Won't Give Up"

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well, there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Stay at home mom

I am a stay at home mom. I realize some people would label me as lucky, spoiled, and privileged. As my story unravels, I come to realize that I can't be that person who many dream of being.
You see my husband works on the pipeline so there are times we go for weeks without seeing each other and sometimes/most of the time months. After my first born it was ok- not really. I was left at home with a baby and honestly I was scared to death and didn't know how to raise a baby. He was suppose to be my partner and be by my side and help, you know like watch the baby so I can shower, so I can grab a bite to eat, or better yet go to Wal-Mart to get us some food. Yet instead it was me and my baby.
A couple of years pass by and surprise baby number 2. I am very very blessed to have my two boys, they are beautiful lil gems. Wouldn't change or trade them for anything in this world.
So now I stand in my living room, toys through out the house, sink filled up with bottles, laundry overflowing all the hampers, I feel as tho I need toothpicks to hold my eyes open, because I am so behind yet no fuel to go. At this point I really didn't have time to think if I was lonely. Yet months to come, the fog begins to drop.